My soul longs to create... and I am a messy creative. As I write this I am sitting on my bed, next to two hat boxes full of paper, pens, and fun little things to add to my journals and Bible. When I am in the midst of creating it looks like chaos. This is a lot like how my life can feel when God is in the middle of creating something in me. You know those times when you just can’t seem to get things in order or peg down what is going on inside of you. In my book I liken it