So confession time, I don’t handle change well. That may sound like a weird confession, especially for those who know me well because my life often looks different from day to day. While I get to enjoy a lot of different during my week, I also have several constants in place that are like air to me. But in the midst of these twelve months of loss and huge changes this morning it hit me that I have been gasping for that air for a while. I’ve been waiting for my new normal but