Over the years my prayers and prayer life have morphed into something I'm content with and even cherish. When I was younger I had this unrealistic ideal of what my prayer life should look like. I envisioned spending hours in the morning on my knees, crying out for the world was God's standard. I had the same delusion for my quiet time. I thought I needed to sit and mediate for extended times and memorize scripture in order to qualify as "good enough", a ridiculous standard t